Goodbye my lover

Sitting here, in an empty loneliness, which is a very rare thing, I thought of one person I meat one day. Why do not we talk to each other anymore? Why did we stop our close relations? Was it our fault or just the circumstances who destroyed everything? Of course, ours…

So now… I’m sitting here… in front of my laptop… doing absolutely nothing, which is a rather crazy thing… and thinking about absolutely unneeded person…

Stop! Why unneeded? Everyone came for some reason, he just did not came here for me… But, anyways… we are not even friends now… yes, we are meeting, we are talking, but not the way it was…

And I’m sitting…

Rain… Rain is pretty much the same as tears… Sky cries… Sky, why do you cry? Is it someone who insulted you? Yes, honey, I understand you… I know how much it hurts…

James Blunt, why are you singing so cruel – Goodbye, my lover, goodbye my friend?… Ah, yeah, you’re right… It’s time to say goodbye. So hard to say when it comes to this…

<Did I disappoint you yes, you did…

or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? – no, just don’t say anything…
‘Cause I saw the end before we’d begun, – I didn’t…
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. – oh yeah…
So I took what’s mine by eternal right. – not sure about this…
Took your soul out into the night. – …
It may be over but it won’t stop there,
I am here for you if you’d only care. – I do care, but…
You touched my heart you touched my soul. – …aha…
You changed my life and all my goals. – …aha…
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you. – …aha…
I’ve kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I’ve been addicted to you. – … and I  was…

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can’t break my spirit – it’s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile.
I’ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I’d be the father of your child.
I’d spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine,
And I love you, I swear that’s true.
I cannot live without you. no, baby, I think I can handle it now… I’m strong enough to overcome this feeling…

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I’m asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I’m kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow. >

GOODBYE…

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